One Last Goodbye 2 of 2
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angelbutterflyChapter 3: Dealing with the Problems
Summary:Dean and Gabriel have some time together then Dean must make a choice only to find out some hard truths and Gabriel deals with all the problems that are going on
As always drawn to Gabriel, Dean forgot about the presence of his other lovers and simply let him take them away from there. Now they would never be separated again. Gabriel would see to that as the last years had been tortured for him, unlike anything he had ever experienced before and he had not liked it. Now was the time where Gabriel would claim what was HIS. What he had longed for over a century and when he finally got it, it was all to brief. So now with nothing in his way, Gabriel would claim Dean and they would stay together until the Universe itself ended. Thus not bothering to even check first, he grabbed Dean and flew them away. Their new reunion was very explosive.
Gabriel snapped their clothes away in the middle of the 'flight' and they landed on the bed completely naked. With very lovely parts of them rubbing together. Dean shuddered in blissful ecastasy as he grabbed the back of Gabriel's neck and brought their mouths together for a loving kiss. They did not part until Dean had to breath as he was blacking out. By then their ardor was fierce and absolute. The need for one another caused them to seek to touch every single inch of each other, hands sliding over hard muscled bodies that were just beginning to sweat. Wings were gently wrapped around, holding Dean to Gabriel so that every inch of their bodies touched. While Gabriel slid a hand down between their bodies and wrapped it around both of their cocks. Stroking them together until both of them were panting with want, their need reaching a boiling point that it set their very blood on firer.
Dean had enough and rolled them over,pinning Gabriel to the bed and grinned smugly down at his newly returned mate as he grounded down. Causing both to groan and Dean quickly realized that it was not enough so he kissed Gabriel one last time before he slid down his body and took Gabriel cock into his mouth while he held his fingers to Gabriel's lips. Who immediately opened them and took the fingers into his mouth and sucked on them obscenely. Dean moaned around his mouth full, which caused Gabriel to moan at the vibrations. Dean slipped his fingers out of his mouth and began to lightly circle Gabriel puckered opening with them. Sometimes slipping in but never all the way, never in any manner that gave Gabriel any satisfaction. So Gabriel whined in frustration
"Dean, if you don't fuck me soon I will change you into a mouse and I'll leave you that way until I have need of you."
"Then I won't be for long as if I'm a mouse I can't exactly do this." Dean lifted Gabriel's hips up and stuck his tongue into Gabriel's hole and began to thrust it in. Dean moaned, loving the taste of his lover. He knew that on anyone else it would be disgusting but with Gabriel it was perfect. Gabriel moaned and tried to sneak a hand to his cock but Dean grabbed it without even pulling away.
"You only get to come if I allow it."
Gabriel groaned and Dean smirked as he went back to work. He also slid a hand up Gabriel's back and touched where his wings met his back. Which caused Gabriel to arch off the back. The scream he let out rattled the room and made Dean's ears ring. Oddly enough that caused Dean to have to stop and swiftly thrust into Gabriel as it was to much. The need to have him was to much to deny after hearing Gabriel's passion.
Hours later they had tried so many different positions that they all kinda blurred together in Dean's mind and it had been perfect. Theiir reunion had once again been epic and all consuming.
As they lay together in blissed out relaxation, Dean stroked Gabriel's hair. For once uncaring about any masculine related issues as he had his love back and there was nothing to ruin that, nothing he would allow to ruin it as he had done too much to get him back. Risked too much and now he was back, Gabriel was back. Dean's little trip to the past had saved him and there was so many ways that it made him escatic that he simply couldn't and wouldn't express.
Soon though Dean remembered Cas and Balthazar and felt like swearing, a lot. What was he going to do?Gabriel would never willing share him and Dean would never share Gabriel now so turning it into a really weird foursome was out and..
"Go to sleep, Beloved. There is time for thought another day." Then fingers were at his forehead and he was out.
* * * * * * * *
Faced with the realization of having to make a choice, Dean didn't know what to do. Gabriel was..He loved Gabriel so much so that when he died Dean felt empty. Bereft of anything that could make him happy. Castiel though. Cas had done so much for him that Dean couldn't even list them all without writing a book the size of a dictionary . Cas had been there for him in every way for years. Sure the year after Sam's supposed death he had left Dean behind without even a goodbye but that was...Well, Dean still didn't understand how Cas could do that but that was beside the point. Cas loved him and Dean loved Cas. As for Balthazar. Well, he had grown on Dean and while it was not yet love Dean could admit that it wasn't that far away.
Still Gabriel was what he had wanted for years now, how could he be with anyone else with him returned but how could he leave what he had with Cas and Balthazar.
Cas who had risen him from Hell, saved him from becoming a demon. Which had been his worse fear for going to Hell. Cas had done so much for him, sacrificed so much for him that to leave him would be a betrayal of it all. All Cas wanted was to be with him and Balthazar. How could he hurt his best friend/love like that after everything they had been through together. Could he hurt Cas like that? Could he hurt himself though by not being with Gabriel? Was there even really a choice? Dean would not hurt Cas just to make himself happy, not after everything they had done for each other. Cas was so much more to him then just his best friend and his lover. There was no way he could hurt him like that but how could he hurt Gabriel.
Dean asked Gabriel to take him to Sam without saying anything but Gabriel still looked at him with a heartbreakingly solemn expression that broke Dean's heart worse than having to make this choice. Once he was with Sam, he spilled everything that was as going on and boy was Sam surprised. He had suspected about Cas and knew about Gabriel but Bal was a surprise. Not to mention the fact that Dean willing admitted to loving them all was something Sam had never expected of his brother. The fact that Dean was the one to save Gabriel was...Sam didn't know how to deal with the fact that Dean had turned his back on getting the phoenix and saving people just to save the one who had tormented them for years. Still though Dean needed his help so.
"Dean, you can't make a choice by what's best for someone else. Not in this..Yes, Cas has done a lot for us but that doesn't mean you should sacrifice your happiness...I don't understand how you can love Gabriel after everything he has done to us but...If that is who you want then be with him."
"And just hurt Cas like that....No...Cas needs me. Gabriel has been fine on his own for a very long time. He'll be fine. Cas has done so much and he is in the middle of a war. I can't just do that to him. I won't."
"Dean."
"No. I've made my choice and it is Cas and Balthazar...Now drop it. we have to deal with Crowley then I'll tell them."
Of course things were never that easy for the Winchesters, no matter how much they wanted it to be. One moment Dean thought for sure that Sam and Bobby were wrong and the next......The next Cas revealed by mistake the fact that he had been spying on them. Stupid Superman.Dean was...devastated was not even a word to properly define the first of his emotions let alone all of them. Cas had betrayed him, betrayed them.
Next Dean helped trick Cas into the ring of fire and began to question him and really wished that he hadn't.As Cas revealed that everything Sam and Bobby suspected about Cas was right and he was working with Crowley. After everything they had done, Cas had actually made a deal with a demon instead of coming to him. Cas even had the audacity to blame it on Dean not being there. As if Dean had not been there, been in his bed, at his side as much as he possibly could. Cas even threw Gabriel in his face.
"You haven't been there for me, you've just been waiting for Gabriel. Always Gabriel. I was never enough for you, never enough for anyone. Not my Father, not ever you. Who I have done so much for, sacrificed so much for."
Looking at Cas threw the flames all Dean could think was ' I was going to choose him over Gabriel, over the one being he loved more than anything else and he has been betraying me for over a year.'The devastation he felt in that knowledge was deep and profound. Just like their bond was suppose to be,just like what they were was suppose to be. Cas was suppose to be the one that he could trust above all others, the one that had never lied to him ever. Not even Sam could be that, even before his whole soullessness. Cas had Fallen for him, defied his family, defied Heaven itself for him, died for him. All for him. So he was the one that should never have lied to him, never have been capable of it.
Also should never been capable of making deals with demons, of being willing to use souls for power. Of risking opening up Purgatory and taking the souls of monsters into him. How could Cas do all this ,betray his trust like this?Crowley. Cas went to Crowley, trusted Crowley over him. All for his stupid little war with Raphael, who was nothing compared to Lucifer and Michael. Who had been taken out by three humans and a Fallen angel. Easy.Two Archangels compared to one pathetic one who easily fell into their trap. Dean had offered repeatedly to help Cas and had been refused, with the explanation that he wouldn't be able to help.Probably because he was a 'mere mud-monkey.' Cas had become a dick and now...he had become nothing.
The demons arrival gave Dean a reason but he had been about to do it anyway, Dean left Cas trapped in the holy fire and he didn't care. Once they got to safety, Dean called out for Gabriel and once he arrived ignored Sam and Bobby's protests and asked him to take him away.
"Whats up, Dean? What happened?"
Dean looked at Gabriel and didn't know how to even begin. How do you tell someone that their brother was working with a demon and risking the world. Oh wait, he knew how as it had happened to him. So he decided to do what Cas had done fro him. And God was that ironic and hurtful. He was brutally truthful.
"Cas has been lying to us for over a year, Crowley is alive and Cas made a deal with him. That's why Crowley is going after Purgatory, so Cas can harness the souls to defeat Raphael....Cas lied to me over and over again for a year."
Gabriel was rageful at the hurt in Dean's voice and furious at the fact that his little brother had been so stupid as to think he could do such a thing. If nothing else it would have certainly got his Father's attention. As in He would turn up and smite Cas's ass for the audacity to do such a thing. To be honest though it was mostly the hurting Dean though.
"It will be okay,Dean. I will deal with this and make them all pay. Now I'm gonna put you to sleep, you need to rest so don't argue." Dean wanted to argue but he was happy that Gabriel had told him instead of just doing it, progress, and to be honest he was tired. So he just nodded, kissed him then closed his eyes as Gabriel touched his forehead.
Once Gabriel was done carefully laying Dean on the bed and making sure that nothing, NOTHING, could get into the room, he left. Went to Raphael first though he did take one quick visit to get something before he went to where he sensed his only free elder brother was.
"Hey.bro. Miss me."
The startled exclamation Raphael made was hilarious as his..sister turned to him. The other siblings looked at Gabriel in shock as they gazed at the believed dead Messenger. Wonder and joy filled them at his return.
"Gabriel...How? Michael felt you die..I felt...something. Lucifer killed you."
"Yeah, well. I'm not exactly the first angel to be brought back, am I." The sharp breath Raphael took was satisfying. Gabriel knew what she was thinking, that Dad had brought him back just as He had Castiel and he was fine with that. Let everyone believe that. Easier that way and unless He came back, no one would know and he really didn't think Dad would ever come back."You are an idiot. Cas was brought back twice by Dad and you still went against him. Did you really think He would do nothing about it, especially when Castiel was driven to do a truly desperate thing that could have destroyed all if not for the swift actions that brought me back. You really should have taken in the fact that Castiel is truly one of Dad's new favs, considering that he promoted him..Now its to late. As I am the Messenger and I say that what you have done goes against the Will of God and shall thus be punished as is fitting for a rebelling Archangel."
Raphael hissed in shock and backed away, suddenly knowing what that punishment was. As only one Archangel had rebelled and that punishment was well known. The Cage. Not a place she had any desire to see let alone be in. She wanted to open it and free Michael and re-start the War, not be put in it. Raphael was unsure of what to do, could she attack Gabriel. Who had just basically said Father had brought him back solely to punish her because of her going against Castiel. Thus to attack Gabriel was to attack God and not only would she lose all of her followers....there was the slightest chance that Father Himself would come and 'deal' with Raphael which wasn't an option. The only other option though was to allow herself to be thrown into the Cage with Michael and Lucifer which wasn't an option either.
Gabriel didn't give Raphael a chance to decide though as he connected the four rings, his little stop. Thankfully his Uncle was always fond of him and gave him his ring willing. Throwing the rings down he said the incantation and the Cage opened. In a move to swift to stop, Gabriel shoved Raphael in while keeping the shocked Lucifer and Michael within. As a after though Gabriel pulled Adam out. Before he could close it though Michael was 'speaking' to him ina shocked yet happy 'voice'.
"Gabriel...You are alive."
The joy that Gabriel could feel flowing to him was nice, not something he had felt from any of his brothers for a long time. Michael had been so distant for so long before he had run away that he had forgotten what they had once shared. How much love had been between them. It was enough to make Gabriel long for the days of old but it was not enough to make him let any of them out.
"I have missed you, Brother but I miss the way you used to be. Not what you became..I'm sealing the Cage up. No more seals,no more keys..You have done this to yourself by seeking to end the world without Father's permission...Goodbye,Brother."
Gabriel sealed the Cage though not before Michael sent a 'message' into his mind. Of his love, his regret, his grief at feeling him die and of his rage at Lucifer for killing their favorite brother. Of tearing Lucifer apart on the Cage over and over again for it.Which was enough for Gabriel to stop it. Michael was all about rage and vengeance and duty now. Where once he had been loving, tender and sweet. Always there for him and all of their siblings. The War had destroyed all that was good about Michael and turned him into some sort of mindless soldier that only cared about following orders and duty. No longer did Michael have time to just be, to fly around Heaven just for fun, to just be together. That Michael was dead and Gabriel let him go finally, Let his grief and anger of what had happened to his siblings go. No longer would he let the anger and grief get to him as he had since he left. Dean was all that mattered. So Gabriel focused his attentions on the rings and destroyed the three of them while sending the other back to his Uncle. Then he turned to his siblings, who didn't know if they should attack him or show him the proper respect for an Archangel.
"All of you return to Heaven, I will be there shortly." They all did and then Gabriel forced all of his other siblings savefor Castiel to go up there as well. He was only going to say it once after all. He put Adam into an coma like state so he could heal.
Next was to deal with Crowley, the annoying demon that had dared to lead his Brother into temptation. What he did to Crowley would have made the asshole Alister throw up. No one messed with his family but him.
Heaven was next and was not fun at all.
Chapter 4: Goodbyes and Happy Endinds
Summary:
Gabriel finishs ending all the problems, Dean sees Balthazar for one last time and bonds with Gabriel and turns his back on everything else
Dealing with all of his siblings after so long of not dealing with them was annoying. The fact that all of them were clamoring either to welcome him back, demanding answers or were just staring at him was not helping matters. Finally Gabriel just let out a yell and all were silent.
"Now then, here are the new rules. No more Wars, no more rebellions. There will only be order. You will all do your jobs and protect the humans as a whole. No more mud-monkeys comments, no more anything. Father commanded you love them above all else and its time to remember that. DO your job and what is now your duty . You will start to protect them, hunt the things that pray on them as a whole. Hell will be turmoil for some time thanks to the fact that I killed Crowley so demons won't be an issue for a while. Everything else is fair game and shall be smited quickly and swiftly. Eve is also dead but some of her new children still live and need to be dealt with as well. Any of you that have a problem with that new rule can answer to me. If your lucky I simply kill you, if not I''ll send you to the pit or rip your Grace out. Until Father comes back I am in charge, deal with it. Now all of you get out and begin the scorching of the Earth of evil. Balthazar, stay though."
All of the angels happily left Heaven, wanting to get away from the newly returned Archangel, his power had been sweeping into all of them in his rage. Balthazar looked at Gabriel and didn't know what to do as here was the one who had basically stolen Dean from him, from Cassie. Yet he had also taken care of Raphael for them as well so what to feel was...in question. There was also the fact that Cassie had not been 'summoned' or whatever Gabriel had done to get him up here. What did that mean? Where was Castiel?
"Dean has told me that you stole the weapons of Heaven and then gave them to Castiel. I doubt someone as smart as you appear to be would not let those weapons just go though. I suspect you know exactly where they are and probably have a stash somewhere that you did not give to him. You will take me to both."
Balthazar was not a very brave angel and he was willing to admit that, so he did not even give it much thought before he took Gabriel to both. Gabriel was the one who had just taken care of Raphael after all, what was Balthazar in comparison to that. Not to mention that Gabriel had died by Lucifer's hand and came back thanks to Father, so even of by some miracle Balthazar managed to kill Gabriel then Father would just bring him back again. Then Balthazar would have a very angry Archangel after him. No thank you. Cassie would hopeful understand that and it wasn't like Gabriel was like Raphael, he had died to keep humanity safe so he would not try to end it as Raphael had wanted. Which is why Castiel had gone against him and Castiel had met with Gabriel for several times so ..Maybe they were friends despite Dean.
"Thank you. Now start dealing with the evil infecting the world. You will not see Castiel or have any contact with the Winchesters or Bobby until such a time I allow it. DO either and I will consider it rebelling."
Balthazar wanted to demand how he could order that, needed to see if Castiel was okay and wanting to see Dean before..Before he was lost to Balthazar as completely as he suspected he would soon would be. That thought gave him strength.
"I want to see Dean...It doesn't have to be alone."
Gabriel gazed into his brother, looking closely at his Grace and saw that despite what Dean thought, Balthazar was in love with him. So he would allow one visit as long as he was there and could be assured that no one touched his mate.
"Fine. I will call you when I am ready."
He took flight and went to where Castiel was and was unsurprised to see that Castiel was unsurprised that he was there.
"I suspected that Dean would go to you, you are the one he loves the most...When my connection to both my followers and the Host was cut of, I assumed that was you..You have taken my place in both Dean's heart and the Host haven't you."
"Which one hurts you the most? And be honest."
Without any hesitation Castiel answered,"Dean."
"Then how could you be such a idiot, you had to know that Dean would never forgive you for any of this."
"Dean forgave Sam for doing almost the same thing, Dean forgave Bobby for lying to him about Sam's return, Dean forgave you for being an Archangel and not a trickster and he obviously forgave you for letting him believe you were dead. But yes I knew that he would not forgive me...I always knew that but I did it because I had to, because it was necessary. You stood by when Raphael was about to unleash Michael and Lucifer again. You did nothing when he.." Castiel went flying as Gabriel had sent a wave of pure power at him.
"You dare to blame Dean for not forgiving this level of betrayal and me for not doing anything. Do you take any blame on yourself. And for another you pathetic idiot, I could not reveal myself alive until Dean went back in time to tell me otherwise I would not be here . If you were even an ounce as smart as you think you are you wolud have known that without needing to be told."
"Tell you......Of course.He went to the past you when I sent him back..I almost died and he was warning you..That was why he did not get the ash..All of it was about you.." The laugh Castiel let out had nothing to do with happiness.
"Yes. When you love someone you do anything and everything for them. You don't lie to them over and over again, you don't trust in a demon over the one you love and you don't bring their brother back without a soul so they could almost be turned into a vampire and lose the only father figure they had left. You don't do anything you have been doing for the last two years... What did you think when Sam didn't go to Dean, did you really think that Sam would ever abandon his brother like that? Make him believe he was suffering in Hell. Their soul-mates you idiot, they may have issues but they don't do that to each other. You should have known....We won't even go into what you were planning on doing. Are you really so arrogant as to believe that you could harness the power of Purgatory and not lose yourself, not becoming a million times worse than all of the monsters in there. There is also the fact that you took souls from Hell to power yourself. They may have been damned but that does not mean you can destroy their souls for your use.You are a fool and I have no time for you. As of now consider yourself banished from Dean and from Heaven."
Before Castiel could speak, Gabriel ripped the souls out of Castiel and sent them where they belonged. Ironically some of them had found redemption in Castiel and were allowed into Heaven.
"You are not Fallen but you are not an angel. I want you to live and suffer for what you have done. You shall never forget Dean and the love he felt for you until you did this.. He was going to leave me for you, he doesn't know that I know it but he chose you. You have destroyed him in a way that will never heal and for that, you will also remember in excerating detail everything about him. Of what you lost because of your pride and idiocy. You will also remember how it felt to be in Heaven, to fly and to feel all our siblings. You will remember it all and suffer."
Then Castiel screamed out in agony as his Grace was changed on a fundamental level and Gabriel left him on his knees sobbing. More at the loss of Dean then anything else as despite everything, he had still been doing everything for Dean and now he had lost him because of those very actions.
Gabriel returned to Dean's side. It had only taken an hour to save the world this time and if Gabriel had to be honest that had to be the greatest to ever happen, not that he would ever tote his own horn. Well, he would blow his horn as it was his but....Oh what ever. He curled up around Dean and waited. Hours upon boring hours later, Dean finally woke up. As Gabriel had put him under until Dean was fully rested. Upon waking Dean turned to Gabriel and kissed him. Somehow he knew that everything was fixed and he was both relieved by it and saddened. He feared what Gabriel had done to Cas, that he was now dead.
"He's alive, Dean. I knew that you would not want to him dead and..I didn't want to be that merciful.. I cut him from Heaven and changed him into a lesser being, less then even a pagan god....You love him and you were going to chose him. Don't protest. I know it wasn't because you loved me less, you love me more than anything else. Even Sam. You were going to be with him over me because you felt that you owed him more and that mattered to you more than your own happiness. Which we will be talking about later. I love and understand you and nothing shall change that...Now Balthazar has asked to speak to you. I leave it up to you."
Dean had to think about that as he still didn't know if Balthazar knew about the deal.
"No, he didn't." Dean really should be mad about the constant reading of the mind but he was getting used to it. With the knowledge that Balthazar didn't know though was enough to make him decide as he would tell Balthazar the truth and tell him it was over. As Dean could never be with Cas after what he had done and Bal was a reflection of Cas to Dean now with them being friends and meeting Bal through Cas.Gabriel summoned Balthazar to them. Once Balthazar was able to get over the odd feeling that he got when he was summoned, he saw Dean and felt a part of him relax. As did Dean upon seeing that he was unhurt.
"Hey, Bal.I...we need to talk." Dean looked at Gabriel and thought,'Please let me speak to him alone. I need to do this by myself.Nothing else will happen.'Gabriel was unhappy about it but he agreed as there was nothing he would deny Dean. Though he made a point to grab Dean and to kiss him fiercely and possessively. Marking him as his so Balthazar would not touch then he left.
"Well, that one certainly knows how to lay a claim on you. What next, peeing around you?"
"Bal, don't....This isn't easy but there is no nice way to say this so....Crowley wasn't dead, Cas lied to us...because he made a deal with him. Cas wanted the souls in Purgatory to defeat Raphael...They were working together for over a year. Almost two from what I understand it..He brought Sam back without his soul...I don't know if he did that part on purpose or not...I..I was going to chose the two of you because Cas has done so much and...I think I love you as well but...What Cas has done..I can't forgive that..It's over."
Dean knew he really should have paced all of that but he just wanted it over with. Cas was in his past after what he had done and after this conversation he never wanted to speak of him again.
"Can't say that I understand what he did, Dean but...Can you really turn your back on us so easily? On me....What he did is bad but I'm sure that....Hell, just forgive me. I love Cassie and always will but I love you too. I know I haven't said it but that was because I just assumed you were only allowing me into your bed because Cas wanted me...I..I suspect that Castiel is beyond my reach now but you are not."
"I'm sorry, Bal but no..Gabriel is the one I truly want and he will not share...I..It was a good time while it lasted, Bal and I will miss it but now..Its tainted with the fact that every single second was filled with Cas lying to me to us. And that is something I can not overlook or forgive...I suspect that Gabriel will keep us from ever meeting again...And I'm going to let him and for that I am sorry...I love you Balthazar, don't forget that."
With a mental permission from Gabriel, Dean leaned forward and kissed Bal. It was a rather heartfelt but sad kiss, for it was a kiss of goodbye. Once it was done Gabriel snapped Bal away to deal with what had happened. Or rather, Balthazar took out his rage on a coven of vampires then shape-shifters then witches .And kept on fighting, on destroying for a very long time, centuries even. As he had lost everything and oh how he wished that he had never been found by Cassie, his life would have been so much better without that meeting. As then he wouldn't have to be feeling this never ending loss. Of course he also wouldn't have met Dean and that he would never want to change despite the loss now. Dean was..worth the pain. Those months with him, with them had been the best of his existence and as he is several hundred thousand years old that was saying something.
Gabriel took a saddened Dean into his arms and comforted him as best he could. Days later Dean knew what he wanted and was ready to ask for it after the exhausting days behind him. So Dean approached Gabriel and in a rather brisk manner spoke.
"I want to be yours completely.The bonding you once spoke of, where it binds Graces together ...or soul and Grace together. I want that. I'm not speaking out of grief or anything else you can name. I know what I want, what it means and that it cannot be undone. You were right. I picked Cas and Bal because of what Cas had all done for me, sacrificed for me but you are the one I can picture myself with for all eternity. I want to be bound to you and no other and I will not take no for an answer."
"I have been waiting a long time for that, Dean Michael Winchester. And I had no intention of trying to talk you out of that."
The performing of the Bond was an intense yet romantic experience as soul and Grace slid together to become one. Making Dean into Gabriel, powers and all, and Gabriel into Dean. They were One. Both slept for a day at the exhaustion then they spent another three days devouring each other. Heaven itself felt their passion and trembled. Dean had never been more content and happy in his life while Gabriel had finally found what he had lost so long ago. A family. Someone that was utterly his.
Dean looked at Gabriel two days later at Bobby's. They had yet to make their presence known and were just standing outside with a living Adam with them. Gabriel had put a wall up around Adam's mind much like Death had Sam and thus he had no memories of Hell or the horrors inflicted on him there. For which Dean was happy as while he had no true connection to Adam, he was his brother and he wanted him happy. Not to mention Sam was going to need someone once he learned that Dean was leaving and probably not coming back. It was all to much for Dean to deal with, the memories of Cas and what had happen. He needed to get away and Gabriel was going to take him. They would be happy together.And to be around Sam was just a reminder now adays of everything that had gone wrong between them. the connection they once shared was gone and Dean just wanted to be away from it all.
So...Why was he waiting? Did he really want to deal with the endless questions about Cas, Raphael and Crowley? Could he take having to speak of it all so soon. No. With that in mind Dean turned to Adam.
"Look, kiddo. I'm gonna bail. You know what happened to Raphael, Cas and Crowley. You can tell them and...tell them that I am going off with Gabriel for a while. Europe and other realms of existence..I will call them but..it'll be a while. Tell them I'm happy and that...Just tell them bye."
"Dean, you can't leave me...How.. Can I tell them? What I am I suppose to say? Hi, I'm your newly returned brother back to life with the news that the Heavenly War is over with, Cas is now not angel or human, Crowley is dead and oh yes, Dean has gone off with his...husband-bondmate and isn't planning on returning.And don't deny it. You have no intention to return ever.How can I tell Sam that?"
"You'll have to. Cause I'm not....I'm sorry for all of this, Adam....I just don't care anymore. I don't want to deal with any of this and for once I am thinking of myself and no other.Hell, everyone else has in the last few years. Sam, Bobby and now Cas. Why shouldn't I? Now take care of yourself and them. You'll need each other." Then Gabriel snapped and they were gone, at Stull Cemetery. Dean kneeled at his parents grave and said his goodbyes to them. Gabriel had offered to bring him to their Heavens but Dean wasn't ready for that. Really wasn't ready to deal with his mom after what Zachariah did to her.
"You ready,Deano?"
"As I ever will be.Now take me into the sunset, Gabriel. I'm finished."
That was exactly what Gabriel did, they walked into the sunset with Gabriel laughingly holding Dean's hand. They were together, they were happy and nothing else mattered.
THE END!
Notes:
/N: Well thats the end, hope you all enjoyed it. I like this ending quite well but if anyone would like a sequel let me know and I'll think about it. Comments/feedback are our friends after all
Summary:Dean and Gabriel have some time together then Dean must make a choice only to find out some hard truths and Gabriel deals with all the problems that are going on
As always drawn to Gabriel, Dean forgot about the presence of his other lovers and simply let him take them away from there. Now they would never be separated again. Gabriel would see to that as the last years had been tortured for him, unlike anything he had ever experienced before and he had not liked it. Now was the time where Gabriel would claim what was HIS. What he had longed for over a century and when he finally got it, it was all to brief. So now with nothing in his way, Gabriel would claim Dean and they would stay together until the Universe itself ended. Thus not bothering to even check first, he grabbed Dean and flew them away. Their new reunion was very explosive.
Gabriel snapped their clothes away in the middle of the 'flight' and they landed on the bed completely naked. With very lovely parts of them rubbing together. Dean shuddered in blissful ecastasy as he grabbed the back of Gabriel's neck and brought their mouths together for a loving kiss. They did not part until Dean had to breath as he was blacking out. By then their ardor was fierce and absolute. The need for one another caused them to seek to touch every single inch of each other, hands sliding over hard muscled bodies that were just beginning to sweat. Wings were gently wrapped around, holding Dean to Gabriel so that every inch of their bodies touched. While Gabriel slid a hand down between their bodies and wrapped it around both of their cocks. Stroking them together until both of them were panting with want, their need reaching a boiling point that it set their very blood on firer.
Dean had enough and rolled them over,pinning Gabriel to the bed and grinned smugly down at his newly returned mate as he grounded down. Causing both to groan and Dean quickly realized that it was not enough so he kissed Gabriel one last time before he slid down his body and took Gabriel cock into his mouth while he held his fingers to Gabriel's lips. Who immediately opened them and took the fingers into his mouth and sucked on them obscenely. Dean moaned around his mouth full, which caused Gabriel to moan at the vibrations. Dean slipped his fingers out of his mouth and began to lightly circle Gabriel puckered opening with them. Sometimes slipping in but never all the way, never in any manner that gave Gabriel any satisfaction. So Gabriel whined in frustration
"Dean, if you don't fuck me soon I will change you into a mouse and I'll leave you that way until I have need of you."
"Then I won't be for long as if I'm a mouse I can't exactly do this." Dean lifted Gabriel's hips up and stuck his tongue into Gabriel's hole and began to thrust it in. Dean moaned, loving the taste of his lover. He knew that on anyone else it would be disgusting but with Gabriel it was perfect. Gabriel moaned and tried to sneak a hand to his cock but Dean grabbed it without even pulling away.
"You only get to come if I allow it."
Gabriel groaned and Dean smirked as he went back to work. He also slid a hand up Gabriel's back and touched where his wings met his back. Which caused Gabriel to arch off the back. The scream he let out rattled the room and made Dean's ears ring. Oddly enough that caused Dean to have to stop and swiftly thrust into Gabriel as it was to much. The need to have him was to much to deny after hearing Gabriel's passion.
Hours later they had tried so many different positions that they all kinda blurred together in Dean's mind and it had been perfect. Theiir reunion had once again been epic and all consuming.
As they lay together in blissed out relaxation, Dean stroked Gabriel's hair. For once uncaring about any masculine related issues as he had his love back and there was nothing to ruin that, nothing he would allow to ruin it as he had done too much to get him back. Risked too much and now he was back, Gabriel was back. Dean's little trip to the past had saved him and there was so many ways that it made him escatic that he simply couldn't and wouldn't express.
Soon though Dean remembered Cas and Balthazar and felt like swearing, a lot. What was he going to do?Gabriel would never willing share him and Dean would never share Gabriel now so turning it into a really weird foursome was out and..
"Go to sleep, Beloved. There is time for thought another day." Then fingers were at his forehead and he was out.
* * * * * * * *
Faced with the realization of having to make a choice, Dean didn't know what to do. Gabriel was..He loved Gabriel so much so that when he died Dean felt empty. Bereft of anything that could make him happy. Castiel though. Cas had done so much for him that Dean couldn't even list them all without writing a book the size of a dictionary . Cas had been there for him in every way for years. Sure the year after Sam's supposed death he had left Dean behind without even a goodbye but that was...Well, Dean still didn't understand how Cas could do that but that was beside the point. Cas loved him and Dean loved Cas. As for Balthazar. Well, he had grown on Dean and while it was not yet love Dean could admit that it wasn't that far away.
Still Gabriel was what he had wanted for years now, how could he be with anyone else with him returned but how could he leave what he had with Cas and Balthazar.
Cas who had risen him from Hell, saved him from becoming a demon. Which had been his worse fear for going to Hell. Cas had done so much for him, sacrificed so much for him that to leave him would be a betrayal of it all. All Cas wanted was to be with him and Balthazar. How could he hurt his best friend/love like that after everything they had been through together. Could he hurt Cas like that? Could he hurt himself though by not being with Gabriel? Was there even really a choice? Dean would not hurt Cas just to make himself happy, not after everything they had done for each other. Cas was so much more to him then just his best friend and his lover. There was no way he could hurt him like that but how could he hurt Gabriel.
Dean asked Gabriel to take him to Sam without saying anything but Gabriel still looked at him with a heartbreakingly solemn expression that broke Dean's heart worse than having to make this choice. Once he was with Sam, he spilled everything that was as going on and boy was Sam surprised. He had suspected about Cas and knew about Gabriel but Bal was a surprise. Not to mention the fact that Dean willing admitted to loving them all was something Sam had never expected of his brother. The fact that Dean was the one to save Gabriel was...Sam didn't know how to deal with the fact that Dean had turned his back on getting the phoenix and saving people just to save the one who had tormented them for years. Still though Dean needed his help so.
"Dean, you can't make a choice by what's best for someone else. Not in this..Yes, Cas has done a lot for us but that doesn't mean you should sacrifice your happiness...I don't understand how you can love Gabriel after everything he has done to us but...If that is who you want then be with him."
"And just hurt Cas like that....No...Cas needs me. Gabriel has been fine on his own for a very long time. He'll be fine. Cas has done so much and he is in the middle of a war. I can't just do that to him. I won't."
"Dean."
"No. I've made my choice and it is Cas and Balthazar...Now drop it. we have to deal with Crowley then I'll tell them."
Of course things were never that easy for the Winchesters, no matter how much they wanted it to be. One moment Dean thought for sure that Sam and Bobby were wrong and the next......The next Cas revealed by mistake the fact that he had been spying on them. Stupid Superman.Dean was...devastated was not even a word to properly define the first of his emotions let alone all of them. Cas had betrayed him, betrayed them.
Next Dean helped trick Cas into the ring of fire and began to question him and really wished that he hadn't.As Cas revealed that everything Sam and Bobby suspected about Cas was right and he was working with Crowley. After everything they had done, Cas had actually made a deal with a demon instead of coming to him. Cas even had the audacity to blame it on Dean not being there. As if Dean had not been there, been in his bed, at his side as much as he possibly could. Cas even threw Gabriel in his face.
"You haven't been there for me, you've just been waiting for Gabriel. Always Gabriel. I was never enough for you, never enough for anyone. Not my Father, not ever you. Who I have done so much for, sacrificed so much for."
Looking at Cas threw the flames all Dean could think was ' I was going to choose him over Gabriel, over the one being he loved more than anything else and he has been betraying me for over a year.'The devastation he felt in that knowledge was deep and profound. Just like their bond was suppose to be,just like what they were was suppose to be. Cas was suppose to be the one that he could trust above all others, the one that had never lied to him ever. Not even Sam could be that, even before his whole soullessness. Cas had Fallen for him, defied his family, defied Heaven itself for him, died for him. All for him. So he was the one that should never have lied to him, never have been capable of it.
Also should never been capable of making deals with demons, of being willing to use souls for power. Of risking opening up Purgatory and taking the souls of monsters into him. How could Cas do all this ,betray his trust like this?Crowley. Cas went to Crowley, trusted Crowley over him. All for his stupid little war with Raphael, who was nothing compared to Lucifer and Michael. Who had been taken out by three humans and a Fallen angel. Easy.Two Archangels compared to one pathetic one who easily fell into their trap. Dean had offered repeatedly to help Cas and had been refused, with the explanation that he wouldn't be able to help.Probably because he was a 'mere mud-monkey.' Cas had become a dick and now...he had become nothing.
The demons arrival gave Dean a reason but he had been about to do it anyway, Dean left Cas trapped in the holy fire and he didn't care. Once they got to safety, Dean called out for Gabriel and once he arrived ignored Sam and Bobby's protests and asked him to take him away.
"Whats up, Dean? What happened?"
Dean looked at Gabriel and didn't know how to even begin. How do you tell someone that their brother was working with a demon and risking the world. Oh wait, he knew how as it had happened to him. So he decided to do what Cas had done fro him. And God was that ironic and hurtful. He was brutally truthful.
"Cas has been lying to us for over a year, Crowley is alive and Cas made a deal with him. That's why Crowley is going after Purgatory, so Cas can harness the souls to defeat Raphael....Cas lied to me over and over again for a year."
Gabriel was rageful at the hurt in Dean's voice and furious at the fact that his little brother had been so stupid as to think he could do such a thing. If nothing else it would have certainly got his Father's attention. As in He would turn up and smite Cas's ass for the audacity to do such a thing. To be honest though it was mostly the hurting Dean though.
"It will be okay,Dean. I will deal with this and make them all pay. Now I'm gonna put you to sleep, you need to rest so don't argue." Dean wanted to argue but he was happy that Gabriel had told him instead of just doing it, progress, and to be honest he was tired. So he just nodded, kissed him then closed his eyes as Gabriel touched his forehead.
Once Gabriel was done carefully laying Dean on the bed and making sure that nothing, NOTHING, could get into the room, he left. Went to Raphael first though he did take one quick visit to get something before he went to where he sensed his only free elder brother was.
"Hey.bro. Miss me."
The startled exclamation Raphael made was hilarious as his..sister turned to him. The other siblings looked at Gabriel in shock as they gazed at the believed dead Messenger. Wonder and joy filled them at his return.
"Gabriel...How? Michael felt you die..I felt...something. Lucifer killed you."
"Yeah, well. I'm not exactly the first angel to be brought back, am I." The sharp breath Raphael took was satisfying. Gabriel knew what she was thinking, that Dad had brought him back just as He had Castiel and he was fine with that. Let everyone believe that. Easier that way and unless He came back, no one would know and he really didn't think Dad would ever come back."You are an idiot. Cas was brought back twice by Dad and you still went against him. Did you really think He would do nothing about it, especially when Castiel was driven to do a truly desperate thing that could have destroyed all if not for the swift actions that brought me back. You really should have taken in the fact that Castiel is truly one of Dad's new favs, considering that he promoted him..Now its to late. As I am the Messenger and I say that what you have done goes against the Will of God and shall thus be punished as is fitting for a rebelling Archangel."
Raphael hissed in shock and backed away, suddenly knowing what that punishment was. As only one Archangel had rebelled and that punishment was well known. The Cage. Not a place she had any desire to see let alone be in. She wanted to open it and free Michael and re-start the War, not be put in it. Raphael was unsure of what to do, could she attack Gabriel. Who had just basically said Father had brought him back solely to punish her because of her going against Castiel. Thus to attack Gabriel was to attack God and not only would she lose all of her followers....there was the slightest chance that Father Himself would come and 'deal' with Raphael which wasn't an option. The only other option though was to allow herself to be thrown into the Cage with Michael and Lucifer which wasn't an option either.
Gabriel didn't give Raphael a chance to decide though as he connected the four rings, his little stop. Thankfully his Uncle was always fond of him and gave him his ring willing. Throwing the rings down he said the incantation and the Cage opened. In a move to swift to stop, Gabriel shoved Raphael in while keeping the shocked Lucifer and Michael within. As a after though Gabriel pulled Adam out. Before he could close it though Michael was 'speaking' to him ina shocked yet happy 'voice'.
"Gabriel...You are alive."
The joy that Gabriel could feel flowing to him was nice, not something he had felt from any of his brothers for a long time. Michael had been so distant for so long before he had run away that he had forgotten what they had once shared. How much love had been between them. It was enough to make Gabriel long for the days of old but it was not enough to make him let any of them out.
"I have missed you, Brother but I miss the way you used to be. Not what you became..I'm sealing the Cage up. No more seals,no more keys..You have done this to yourself by seeking to end the world without Father's permission...Goodbye,Brother."
Gabriel sealed the Cage though not before Michael sent a 'message' into his mind. Of his love, his regret, his grief at feeling him die and of his rage at Lucifer for killing their favorite brother. Of tearing Lucifer apart on the Cage over and over again for it.Which was enough for Gabriel to stop it. Michael was all about rage and vengeance and duty now. Where once he had been loving, tender and sweet. Always there for him and all of their siblings. The War had destroyed all that was good about Michael and turned him into some sort of mindless soldier that only cared about following orders and duty. No longer did Michael have time to just be, to fly around Heaven just for fun, to just be together. That Michael was dead and Gabriel let him go finally, Let his grief and anger of what had happened to his siblings go. No longer would he let the anger and grief get to him as he had since he left. Dean was all that mattered. So Gabriel focused his attentions on the rings and destroyed the three of them while sending the other back to his Uncle. Then he turned to his siblings, who didn't know if they should attack him or show him the proper respect for an Archangel.
"All of you return to Heaven, I will be there shortly." They all did and then Gabriel forced all of his other siblings savefor Castiel to go up there as well. He was only going to say it once after all. He put Adam into an coma like state so he could heal.
Next was to deal with Crowley, the annoying demon that had dared to lead his Brother into temptation. What he did to Crowley would have made the asshole Alister throw up. No one messed with his family but him.
Heaven was next and was not fun at all.
Chapter 4: Goodbyes and Happy Endinds
Summary:
Gabriel finishs ending all the problems, Dean sees Balthazar for one last time and bonds with Gabriel and turns his back on everything else
Dealing with all of his siblings after so long of not dealing with them was annoying. The fact that all of them were clamoring either to welcome him back, demanding answers or were just staring at him was not helping matters. Finally Gabriel just let out a yell and all were silent.
"Now then, here are the new rules. No more Wars, no more rebellions. There will only be order. You will all do your jobs and protect the humans as a whole. No more mud-monkeys comments, no more anything. Father commanded you love them above all else and its time to remember that. DO your job and what is now your duty . You will start to protect them, hunt the things that pray on them as a whole. Hell will be turmoil for some time thanks to the fact that I killed Crowley so demons won't be an issue for a while. Everything else is fair game and shall be smited quickly and swiftly. Eve is also dead but some of her new children still live and need to be dealt with as well. Any of you that have a problem with that new rule can answer to me. If your lucky I simply kill you, if not I''ll send you to the pit or rip your Grace out. Until Father comes back I am in charge, deal with it. Now all of you get out and begin the scorching of the Earth of evil. Balthazar, stay though."
All of the angels happily left Heaven, wanting to get away from the newly returned Archangel, his power had been sweeping into all of them in his rage. Balthazar looked at Gabriel and didn't know what to do as here was the one who had basically stolen Dean from him, from Cassie. Yet he had also taken care of Raphael for them as well so what to feel was...in question. There was also the fact that Cassie had not been 'summoned' or whatever Gabriel had done to get him up here. What did that mean? Where was Castiel?
"Dean has told me that you stole the weapons of Heaven and then gave them to Castiel. I doubt someone as smart as you appear to be would not let those weapons just go though. I suspect you know exactly where they are and probably have a stash somewhere that you did not give to him. You will take me to both."
Balthazar was not a very brave angel and he was willing to admit that, so he did not even give it much thought before he took Gabriel to both. Gabriel was the one who had just taken care of Raphael after all, what was Balthazar in comparison to that. Not to mention that Gabriel had died by Lucifer's hand and came back thanks to Father, so even of by some miracle Balthazar managed to kill Gabriel then Father would just bring him back again. Then Balthazar would have a very angry Archangel after him. No thank you. Cassie would hopeful understand that and it wasn't like Gabriel was like Raphael, he had died to keep humanity safe so he would not try to end it as Raphael had wanted. Which is why Castiel had gone against him and Castiel had met with Gabriel for several times so ..Maybe they were friends despite Dean.
"Thank you. Now start dealing with the evil infecting the world. You will not see Castiel or have any contact with the Winchesters or Bobby until such a time I allow it. DO either and I will consider it rebelling."
Balthazar wanted to demand how he could order that, needed to see if Castiel was okay and wanting to see Dean before..Before he was lost to Balthazar as completely as he suspected he would soon would be. That thought gave him strength.
"I want to see Dean...It doesn't have to be alone."
Gabriel gazed into his brother, looking closely at his Grace and saw that despite what Dean thought, Balthazar was in love with him. So he would allow one visit as long as he was there and could be assured that no one touched his mate.
"Fine. I will call you when I am ready."
He took flight and went to where Castiel was and was unsurprised to see that Castiel was unsurprised that he was there.
"I suspected that Dean would go to you, you are the one he loves the most...When my connection to both my followers and the Host was cut of, I assumed that was you..You have taken my place in both Dean's heart and the Host haven't you."
"Which one hurts you the most? And be honest."
Without any hesitation Castiel answered,"Dean."
"Then how could you be such a idiot, you had to know that Dean would never forgive you for any of this."
"Dean forgave Sam for doing almost the same thing, Dean forgave Bobby for lying to him about Sam's return, Dean forgave you for being an Archangel and not a trickster and he obviously forgave you for letting him believe you were dead. But yes I knew that he would not forgive me...I always knew that but I did it because I had to, because it was necessary. You stood by when Raphael was about to unleash Michael and Lucifer again. You did nothing when he.." Castiel went flying as Gabriel had sent a wave of pure power at him.
"You dare to blame Dean for not forgiving this level of betrayal and me for not doing anything. Do you take any blame on yourself. And for another you pathetic idiot, I could not reveal myself alive until Dean went back in time to tell me otherwise I would not be here . If you were even an ounce as smart as you think you are you wolud have known that without needing to be told."
"Tell you......Of course.He went to the past you when I sent him back..I almost died and he was warning you..That was why he did not get the ash..All of it was about you.." The laugh Castiel let out had nothing to do with happiness.
"Yes. When you love someone you do anything and everything for them. You don't lie to them over and over again, you don't trust in a demon over the one you love and you don't bring their brother back without a soul so they could almost be turned into a vampire and lose the only father figure they had left. You don't do anything you have been doing for the last two years... What did you think when Sam didn't go to Dean, did you really think that Sam would ever abandon his brother like that? Make him believe he was suffering in Hell. Their soul-mates you idiot, they may have issues but they don't do that to each other. You should have known....We won't even go into what you were planning on doing. Are you really so arrogant as to believe that you could harness the power of Purgatory and not lose yourself, not becoming a million times worse than all of the monsters in there. There is also the fact that you took souls from Hell to power yourself. They may have been damned but that does not mean you can destroy their souls for your use.You are a fool and I have no time for you. As of now consider yourself banished from Dean and from Heaven."
Before Castiel could speak, Gabriel ripped the souls out of Castiel and sent them where they belonged. Ironically some of them had found redemption in Castiel and were allowed into Heaven.
"You are not Fallen but you are not an angel. I want you to live and suffer for what you have done. You shall never forget Dean and the love he felt for you until you did this.. He was going to leave me for you, he doesn't know that I know it but he chose you. You have destroyed him in a way that will never heal and for that, you will also remember in excerating detail everything about him. Of what you lost because of your pride and idiocy. You will also remember how it felt to be in Heaven, to fly and to feel all our siblings. You will remember it all and suffer."
Then Castiel screamed out in agony as his Grace was changed on a fundamental level and Gabriel left him on his knees sobbing. More at the loss of Dean then anything else as despite everything, he had still been doing everything for Dean and now he had lost him because of those very actions.
Gabriel returned to Dean's side. It had only taken an hour to save the world this time and if Gabriel had to be honest that had to be the greatest to ever happen, not that he would ever tote his own horn. Well, he would blow his horn as it was his but....Oh what ever. He curled up around Dean and waited. Hours upon boring hours later, Dean finally woke up. As Gabriel had put him under until Dean was fully rested. Upon waking Dean turned to Gabriel and kissed him. Somehow he knew that everything was fixed and he was both relieved by it and saddened. He feared what Gabriel had done to Cas, that he was now dead.
"He's alive, Dean. I knew that you would not want to him dead and..I didn't want to be that merciful.. I cut him from Heaven and changed him into a lesser being, less then even a pagan god....You love him and you were going to chose him. Don't protest. I know it wasn't because you loved me less, you love me more than anything else. Even Sam. You were going to be with him over me because you felt that you owed him more and that mattered to you more than your own happiness. Which we will be talking about later. I love and understand you and nothing shall change that...Now Balthazar has asked to speak to you. I leave it up to you."
Dean had to think about that as he still didn't know if Balthazar knew about the deal.
"No, he didn't." Dean really should be mad about the constant reading of the mind but he was getting used to it. With the knowledge that Balthazar didn't know though was enough to make him decide as he would tell Balthazar the truth and tell him it was over. As Dean could never be with Cas after what he had done and Bal was a reflection of Cas to Dean now with them being friends and meeting Bal through Cas.Gabriel summoned Balthazar to them. Once Balthazar was able to get over the odd feeling that he got when he was summoned, he saw Dean and felt a part of him relax. As did Dean upon seeing that he was unhurt.
"Hey, Bal.I...we need to talk." Dean looked at Gabriel and thought,'Please let me speak to him alone. I need to do this by myself.Nothing else will happen.'Gabriel was unhappy about it but he agreed as there was nothing he would deny Dean. Though he made a point to grab Dean and to kiss him fiercely and possessively. Marking him as his so Balthazar would not touch then he left.
"Well, that one certainly knows how to lay a claim on you. What next, peeing around you?"
"Bal, don't....This isn't easy but there is no nice way to say this so....Crowley wasn't dead, Cas lied to us...because he made a deal with him. Cas wanted the souls in Purgatory to defeat Raphael...They were working together for over a year. Almost two from what I understand it..He brought Sam back without his soul...I don't know if he did that part on purpose or not...I..I was going to chose the two of you because Cas has done so much and...I think I love you as well but...What Cas has done..I can't forgive that..It's over."
Dean knew he really should have paced all of that but he just wanted it over with. Cas was in his past after what he had done and after this conversation he never wanted to speak of him again.
"Can't say that I understand what he did, Dean but...Can you really turn your back on us so easily? On me....What he did is bad but I'm sure that....Hell, just forgive me. I love Cassie and always will but I love you too. I know I haven't said it but that was because I just assumed you were only allowing me into your bed because Cas wanted me...I..I suspect that Castiel is beyond my reach now but you are not."
"I'm sorry, Bal but no..Gabriel is the one I truly want and he will not share...I..It was a good time while it lasted, Bal and I will miss it but now..Its tainted with the fact that every single second was filled with Cas lying to me to us. And that is something I can not overlook or forgive...I suspect that Gabriel will keep us from ever meeting again...And I'm going to let him and for that I am sorry...I love you Balthazar, don't forget that."
With a mental permission from Gabriel, Dean leaned forward and kissed Bal. It was a rather heartfelt but sad kiss, for it was a kiss of goodbye. Once it was done Gabriel snapped Bal away to deal with what had happened. Or rather, Balthazar took out his rage on a coven of vampires then shape-shifters then witches .And kept on fighting, on destroying for a very long time, centuries even. As he had lost everything and oh how he wished that he had never been found by Cassie, his life would have been so much better without that meeting. As then he wouldn't have to be feeling this never ending loss. Of course he also wouldn't have met Dean and that he would never want to change despite the loss now. Dean was..worth the pain. Those months with him, with them had been the best of his existence and as he is several hundred thousand years old that was saying something.
Gabriel took a saddened Dean into his arms and comforted him as best he could. Days later Dean knew what he wanted and was ready to ask for it after the exhausting days behind him. So Dean approached Gabriel and in a rather brisk manner spoke.
"I want to be yours completely.The bonding you once spoke of, where it binds Graces together ...or soul and Grace together. I want that. I'm not speaking out of grief or anything else you can name. I know what I want, what it means and that it cannot be undone. You were right. I picked Cas and Bal because of what Cas had all done for me, sacrificed for me but you are the one I can picture myself with for all eternity. I want to be bound to you and no other and I will not take no for an answer."
"I have been waiting a long time for that, Dean Michael Winchester. And I had no intention of trying to talk you out of that."
The performing of the Bond was an intense yet romantic experience as soul and Grace slid together to become one. Making Dean into Gabriel, powers and all, and Gabriel into Dean. They were One. Both slept for a day at the exhaustion then they spent another three days devouring each other. Heaven itself felt their passion and trembled. Dean had never been more content and happy in his life while Gabriel had finally found what he had lost so long ago. A family. Someone that was utterly his.
Dean looked at Gabriel two days later at Bobby's. They had yet to make their presence known and were just standing outside with a living Adam with them. Gabriel had put a wall up around Adam's mind much like Death had Sam and thus he had no memories of Hell or the horrors inflicted on him there. For which Dean was happy as while he had no true connection to Adam, he was his brother and he wanted him happy. Not to mention Sam was going to need someone once he learned that Dean was leaving and probably not coming back. It was all to much for Dean to deal with, the memories of Cas and what had happen. He needed to get away and Gabriel was going to take him. They would be happy together.And to be around Sam was just a reminder now adays of everything that had gone wrong between them. the connection they once shared was gone and Dean just wanted to be away from it all.
So...Why was he waiting? Did he really want to deal with the endless questions about Cas, Raphael and Crowley? Could he take having to speak of it all so soon. No. With that in mind Dean turned to Adam.
"Look, kiddo. I'm gonna bail. You know what happened to Raphael, Cas and Crowley. You can tell them and...tell them that I am going off with Gabriel for a while. Europe and other realms of existence..I will call them but..it'll be a while. Tell them I'm happy and that...Just tell them bye."
"Dean, you can't leave me...How.. Can I tell them? What I am I suppose to say? Hi, I'm your newly returned brother back to life with the news that the Heavenly War is over with, Cas is now not angel or human, Crowley is dead and oh yes, Dean has gone off with his...husband-bondmate and isn't planning on returning.And don't deny it. You have no intention to return ever.How can I tell Sam that?"
"You'll have to. Cause I'm not....I'm sorry for all of this, Adam....I just don't care anymore. I don't want to deal with any of this and for once I am thinking of myself and no other.Hell, everyone else has in the last few years. Sam, Bobby and now Cas. Why shouldn't I? Now take care of yourself and them. You'll need each other." Then Gabriel snapped and they were gone, at Stull Cemetery. Dean kneeled at his parents grave and said his goodbyes to them. Gabriel had offered to bring him to their Heavens but Dean wasn't ready for that. Really wasn't ready to deal with his mom after what Zachariah did to her.
"You ready,Deano?"
"As I ever will be.Now take me into the sunset, Gabriel. I'm finished."
That was exactly what Gabriel did, they walked into the sunset with Gabriel laughingly holding Dean's hand. They were together, they were happy and nothing else mattered.
THE END!
Notes:
/N: Well thats the end, hope you all enjoyed it. I like this ending quite well but if anyone would like a sequel let me know and I'll think about it. Comments/feedback are our friends after all